Post by Daemonic on May 7, 2007 8:18:20 GMT -5
I've been driven mad
I'm sick of this
I live to win
She lives to cheat
I hate so much
I don't need to
I hated just one
but now I hate two
one is a slut
the other's an ass
The headaches I get
are massive in mass
They drive me mad
these headaches of mine
I feel no love
In this heart of mine
I made a choice
I've given it thought
All of this work
has been for naught
This is my farewell
I wave to say bye
For from now on
My face I will hide
To you and all others
My face will be in the crowd
You won't speak to me
Regardless of your yell being loud
I've given this thought
And now I've decided
I've put up with this
And I'm tired of this
If you speak to me
I probably won't listen
But give me a good reason
and I might reconsider
However this is my choice
and I bid you adeu
because I live to win
and she lives to cheat
Call me an ass
I no longer care
because neither do you
because most of you were never there
regardless of how it looked
I've been hurt a lot
I hid it from you
when I cared what you thought
Don't get mad at me
just for speaking my mind
I've held it in for so long
I needed to release it
Most side with her
that stupid little bitch
she's given up her life
for a buzz here and there
she seems to like smoke
My father did the same
it started with a cig
then moved to much more
Then it was pot
Then he moved to crank
for all I know he's dead
and then my life will change
I know my limbs will freeze
and my body to stop funtioning
I won't know what I'll do
When I realize I never told him
I want him to know
How much hate I have
For I've held it in for years
I've wanted to let it go
As for that bitch
She's thrown away her life
She had so much potential
now all she wants is to get any kind of high
I'm not speaking of just drugs
there's more highs than that
If you have a brain
Then you know what I'm getting at
You can't say it's not true
Don't tell me otherwise
I know B.S when I hear it
and I'll see it in your eyes
The girls stand by her
probably cuz they're gay
and being another girl
is probably just her way
and as for most guys
they stand by her
they have a forlorn hope
that they might get some ass
I hate how people think
with the wrong type of head
compulses need to be controlled
or else mistakes will be made
So call me an ass
call me a jerk
call me nasty names
see whether I care
I've put up with this long enough
I've had it
So I say to you goodbye
It sure was fun
but worst had come to worst
and I've been watching this unfold
and I've understood what people had said
regardless what I've been told
Call me a fool
call me paranoid
I stopped to fucking care
a long time ago
If you try to change my mind
I most likely will ignore
Because your efforts and hope
will most likely be forlorn
I realize you probably won't like this
unless you truly don't care
How it unfolds
Is beyond my control
But I don't want to control
Your responding to this
My ambition comes first
when it comes to what I do
As soon as I get the chance
I shall leave this place
and find the one man
who fucked me up in the first place
I'll speak my mind
Make sure he gets my point
and then settle down
and live my life out
I don't know what will happen
but I know one thing
I will end no lives
I just want to be heard
This is my rant
and my long goodbye
it was sure fun
but here I draw the line
I've been getting isolated
People stopped talking
All they think about is sex
and I'm seeing how society is declining
I despise people's hormones
and how they want to get laid
if that's all you think about
then it's better this way
because there may be a piece of ass
that catches your eye
but that doesn't mean
you should give it a try
as for my reason
I'll say it like this
Most have an ego
that push others away
I'm not saying
I don't have one
but I at least know
How to keep myself under control
I don't flaunt power
Like it's something to be proud of
I know my limits
I know I'm mortal
People think I'll crush them
They have been decieved
I strive for peace
Regardless of what you see
so think what you like
call it B.S if you want
I know the truth
and that's all I need
I ceased to care
so long ago
now it matters not
what any of you know
You thought you knew me
You thought I was happy
now you know the truth
Now there's a different way to look at me
So don't even try
To tell me goodbye
Because when I finish this
Listening I won't even try
I'll be another face
In the large crowd of people
A person you don't know
A person you don't like
I'll be another prick
Who you deem "prep" or "non-goth"
If that's all you think about
Then you're truly shallow
Beauty is skin deep
Regardless of what you wear
Which is why I dislike
people who dress like
the steriotype
of the social clique they like
I dress no way
that describes how I want to be seen
I want to be seen by my personality
not what I'm wearing
If you think that you're known
By the clothes that you wear
that makes you even more shallow
than what I've said before
If you shout out
what you believe in
and think it's different
from what others do
than that is ignorance
in it's truest form
because it's all been done
over and over
and as for places
that you like
if you choose to live there
only because of a few things recieved
then that proves more ignorance
that you don't think ahead
think more logically
make a visit instead
but to live in a country
only because of a few things
you would be deemed ignorant
by the locals around there
I choose to things a seperate way
I would like to visit places
but to live there
I choose not
Another thing I must say
is that the truth comes out
I've been holding this in so long
I needed to speak out
So call me a prick
call me an ass
I'm only being honest
so listen I do ask
But I'm out of time
I have speaken my mind
now take the time
to read over my rhyme
-Kenneth Gardner
I'm sick of this
I live to win
She lives to cheat
I hate so much
I don't need to
I hated just one
but now I hate two
one is a slut
the other's an ass
The headaches I get
are massive in mass
They drive me mad
these headaches of mine
I feel no love
In this heart of mine
I made a choice
I've given it thought
All of this work
has been for naught
This is my farewell
I wave to say bye
For from now on
My face I will hide
To you and all others
My face will be in the crowd
You won't speak to me
Regardless of your yell being loud
I've given this thought
And now I've decided
I've put up with this
And I'm tired of this
If you speak to me
I probably won't listen
But give me a good reason
and I might reconsider
However this is my choice
and I bid you adeu
because I live to win
and she lives to cheat
Call me an ass
I no longer care
because neither do you
because most of you were never there
regardless of how it looked
I've been hurt a lot
I hid it from you
when I cared what you thought
Don't get mad at me
just for speaking my mind
I've held it in for so long
I needed to release it
Most side with her
that stupid little bitch
she's given up her life
for a buzz here and there
she seems to like smoke
My father did the same
it started with a cig
then moved to much more
Then it was pot
Then he moved to crank
for all I know he's dead
and then my life will change
I know my limbs will freeze
and my body to stop funtioning
I won't know what I'll do
When I realize I never told him
I want him to know
How much hate I have
For I've held it in for years
I've wanted to let it go
As for that bitch
She's thrown away her life
She had so much potential
now all she wants is to get any kind of high
I'm not speaking of just drugs
there's more highs than that
If you have a brain
Then you know what I'm getting at
You can't say it's not true
Don't tell me otherwise
I know B.S when I hear it
and I'll see it in your eyes
The girls stand by her
probably cuz they're gay
and being another girl
is probably just her way
and as for most guys
they stand by her
they have a forlorn hope
that they might get some ass
I hate how people think
with the wrong type of head
compulses need to be controlled
or else mistakes will be made
So call me an ass
call me a jerk
call me nasty names
see whether I care
I've put up with this long enough
I've had it
So I say to you goodbye
It sure was fun
but worst had come to worst
and I've been watching this unfold
and I've understood what people had said
regardless what I've been told
Call me a fool
call me paranoid
I stopped to fucking care
a long time ago
If you try to change my mind
I most likely will ignore
Because your efforts and hope
will most likely be forlorn
I realize you probably won't like this
unless you truly don't care
How it unfolds
Is beyond my control
But I don't want to control
Your responding to this
My ambition comes first
when it comes to what I do
As soon as I get the chance
I shall leave this place
and find the one man
who fucked me up in the first place
I'll speak my mind
Make sure he gets my point
and then settle down
and live my life out
I don't know what will happen
but I know one thing
I will end no lives
I just want to be heard
This is my rant
and my long goodbye
it was sure fun
but here I draw the line
I've been getting isolated
People stopped talking
All they think about is sex
and I'm seeing how society is declining
I despise people's hormones
and how they want to get laid
if that's all you think about
then it's better this way
because there may be a piece of ass
that catches your eye
but that doesn't mean
you should give it a try
as for my reason
I'll say it like this
Most have an ego
that push others away
I'm not saying
I don't have one
but I at least know
How to keep myself under control
I don't flaunt power
Like it's something to be proud of
I know my limits
I know I'm mortal
People think I'll crush them
They have been decieved
I strive for peace
Regardless of what you see
so think what you like
call it B.S if you want
I know the truth
and that's all I need
I ceased to care
so long ago
now it matters not
what any of you know
You thought you knew me
You thought I was happy
now you know the truth
Now there's a different way to look at me
So don't even try
To tell me goodbye
Because when I finish this
Listening I won't even try
I'll be another face
In the large crowd of people
A person you don't know
A person you don't like
I'll be another prick
Who you deem "prep" or "non-goth"
If that's all you think about
Then you're truly shallow
Beauty is skin deep
Regardless of what you wear
Which is why I dislike
people who dress like
the steriotype
of the social clique they like
I dress no way
that describes how I want to be seen
I want to be seen by my personality
not what I'm wearing
If you think that you're known
By the clothes that you wear
that makes you even more shallow
than what I've said before
If you shout out
what you believe in
and think it's different
from what others do
than that is ignorance
in it's truest form
because it's all been done
over and over
and as for places
that you like
if you choose to live there
only because of a few things recieved
then that proves more ignorance
that you don't think ahead
think more logically
make a visit instead
but to live in a country
only because of a few things
you would be deemed ignorant
by the locals around there
I choose to things a seperate way
I would like to visit places
but to live there
I choose not
Another thing I must say
is that the truth comes out
I've been holding this in so long
I needed to speak out
So call me a prick
call me an ass
I'm only being honest
so listen I do ask
But I'm out of time
I have speaken my mind
now take the time
to read over my rhyme
-Kenneth Gardner